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Tis the season

well its october and its great the smell of pumpkin spice, the nippy weather and the sweet sweet sound of screaming girls at fear farm. i'm on fall break so my mommy and i are watching horror movies so far we've watched the people under the stairs, dead snow, the devils rejects and right now we're watching fido (which is not scary at all). School has sorta sucked but it'll get better. Kaylan and i have sorta started a band together but nothing is recorded :(. i've been putting up more pictures on my wall (i hate plain walls) and now im rambling, great. also i've been writing alot more lyrics but the sad thing is the all feel the same to me love song this, i miss you that kinda boring if you ask me. although i'm supposed to be going to the mall tomorrow with Sabs and tila then at some point during the week Aitana, Mommy and i are gonna be going to great skate THEN on friday (gotta verify with Mommy) i'll be staying the night at Sabs house well i gotta go peace
xoxoCS

I gotta say it was a good day :)

This morning was slow but as i slipped on my mismatched colorful socks i knew nothing was gonna bring me down. I just remember that my friends love me as i love them back, i go to an awesome school, my grades aren't perfect but they're not shitty at all and i have nothing to worry about. Oh yeah the Coffin Draggers beat the School Yard Scrappers (go Draggers) and I'm officially my mommy's derby roadie i changed her wheels and everything (actually thats about it). Also I had starbucks today after I got picked up from school so woohoo!!!!! Well not much to say anymore just checking in I'll be at first friday so stop by send your love and enjoy the artistic atmosphere peace yall
xoxoCS

too much too much

i severed ties with Jordan. Gave up on Dylan (way out of my league) but still his friend. Then proceeded to enjoy the rest of my peace day. Then going up north on thursday staying there til friday i think and hopefully i'll be back early sunday cuz i wanna go to the park and swingggggg! well since i have nothing to say anymore and aitana is hitting me up imma go
xoxoCS

My belly hurts right now :(

i'm hungry, tired and talking to Tina on facebook. Dont really have much to say but i'm just checking in so i dont abandon my blog. stayed the night at aitana's last night. School was canceled so we went to the mall and ran around. Kaylan, Anna, Sabrina, Aitana (of course) and Aitana's friend Brittney were all there and everything was really fun and we were acting goofy and having random conversations about weird things until Kaylan had to go home (cuz he's a boy). so after he left everyone else watched Zombieland (I <33 Zombies). Then we went swimming and by we i mean me and Sabrina everyone else chickened out but it got super freezing so i didnt stay in too long. Then we just chilled out in aitana's room eventually we fell asleep. Anna got picked up at 4 in the morning cuz she had an athsema attack but she's alright dont worry. Now i'm just rambling so later.
xoxoCS

Stressful much??

Usually I am a very peaceful, happy and positive person but lately i've been on the edge since grades, freakking boyfriend and all kinds of poop!! Progress reports come out tomorrow and these are my grades so far:
Humanities: D-
Algebra: B-
Physical Express: C+
Earth and Space Science: C+
Spanish: C-
Vocals:???????
So i'm staying after school EVERY DAY until ALL of my grades go up if not then i'm screwed. I promised all four of my parents perfect grades and I'm gonna keep that promise. This is still just a progress report and I have time to bring my grades up but I'm not gonna waste any of that time. I just hope my parents don't skin me alive... nevermind they will. Well I'm gonna go break the news to my stepmom so i can prepare her for disappointment peace!
xoxoCS

I miss him

I need to see Jordan or at least hear his voice! i miss him and i wish i can be in his arms or something. I'm scared that i might go back to my old ways or worse.. he might be cheating on me :( i love him a lot but since i moved its been tough. Also Kandace told me just now that he told her brother that we broke up and i'm like WHAT IS GOING ON???? Is there something he's not telling me?? Well he hasn't said anything to me since last time i talked to him which was the day of the house warming GRRRRAAAAUUUGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Oki this sucks because I'm trying so hard to make this work and we hardly talk or see each other. Whats the point in being with someone if you can't BE WITH THEM. oki off topic subject check out the awesome music video i posted below. In case you didn't know i LOVE music especially K-Pop music peace!!
xoxoCS

After School - DIVA MV

What's going down

I got a message on facebook from my mom of her scolding me because i swear alot on here (which is why i edited all my posts) and she got mad because i mentioned Dylan writing on my butt. She didnt really fancy that since he's a guy and all plus i didn't really clarify on here that i wasnt wearing those pair of pants when he wrote on em i was wearing my physical express shorts. Anywho, the new degrassi season starts october 8th (yeah shut up its addicting) my mommy, Jaci and I are all losing our minds waiting for the season premier so my mommy and i are watching reruns of the boiling point. Also first friday was a few days ago and i ran into a TON of people i know can't wait for next month! I've been missing Jordan a lot too so i shot him a message hopefully he'll get back to me well imma go conquer the world peace!
xoxoCS

I'M ON FIRE!!!!!!!!

I'm in the best mood ever right now you have no idea. Everyday at school has been better than the last. I'm listening to Velvet by Breathe Carolina in celebration (love that song).  All my homework is done and Dylan wrote on my butt (pants stupid don't get excited) I wrote a new song called Electronic it was awesome!! I dont even know how to explain it but i just feel so awesome and amazing! Also i'm going to first friday with a bunch of friends which is gonna be so fun cuz it always is well i gotta go so later
xoxo CS

Walking in a winter wonderland

I cannot wait til the weather gets colder! i love bundling up in warm snuggly blankets and cuddling up to someone because i'm "cold". I think it will get colder around september but i'm not completely sure. Anyways i just got done doing part of my homework for physical express (i had to write a summary of an essay) now all i have to worry about is my math homework and my D in humanities! Humanities is my strongest subject and i'm getting a D in it?? Actually it's because i don't turn in my journal so my grades are sorta slipping there imma fix em though. I think its strange though because usually math is my weakest subject but i'm getting an A. WOOHOO!!! I think i should check my grades weekly so I know what i need to fix. I've decided i'm not going to break up with Jorden, give Cody the one finger salute and say "this is my life and i'm not gonna let you ruin it" and MAKE SURE DYLAN DOESN'T KNOW I LIKE HIM!!! He wants to start a band with me and if he knows that i like him then it's gonna cause tension and awkwardness which will probably screw things up. Plus he's a good buddy that I don't wanna lose just like the other weirdo's i surround myself with well i'm gonna go clean my room so i can get on my moms good side before asking for anything. Peace
xoxo CS

Shiny Toy Guns - Rocketship 2010

All together now!!

Today was good which is pretty normal but interesting things happened. For instance during lunch the muffin seckz crew (the group  hangout with) were playing truth or dare during lunch and like three people got dared to bite my handcuffs which were hanging off the front of my pants. Then during physical express we just watched a video on obesity which was pretty good because Dylan and I just talked through the whole thing and didn't pay any attention but the more i talk to him the more stuff he has to say which is great because i hate having a one person conversation. Another thing I went the entire day listening to nothing but Shiny Toy Guns I'm so proud of myself. In celebration imma post a one of their music videos on my blog so later
xoxo CS

I feel so much better

I'm home again and a huge weight is off my chest!! I cant wait to be back at school where everything actually makes sense (scratch that nothing ever makes sense when i'm with my crazy friends). Anywhooooo. now i'm starting to feel hyperish and craving tea but not just any tea oh no but sweet lemon peace tea.. YUM!!!! I'm also on facebook right now talking to Tanner (awesome dude) and Melissa (his awesome gf) and we're talking about my moms butt... Dont ask! I know i'm rambling now but i dont have much to say sooooooo byee
xoxo CS

Last nights madness

I really wish Jorden and Minx hadn't bailed last night i was torn up! First off I said hi to Cody and gave him a hug when no one was looking and he was all smiley. Then when I hugged him my heart started pounding and my hands were shaking then i realized I'm a horrible girlfriend. But when i tried to make peace with him he was a total douche bag. So now i feel so horrible and guilty because not only do i still have feelings for someone who lied, cheated and hurt me in every way but i also have a crush on someone who has a girlfriend doesnt know any of this. How am i supposed to to face him when i feel shitty and i think of other guys. i'm so disgusted with myself. the only solution i can think of is to stop being with Jorden before i seriously hurt him. I really dont want to break his heart but at least this will save him from getting even more hurt in the future. I have a lot of thinking to do. In other news i have more lyrics written to show Dylan (wootwoot) and I'm going home tonight FINALLY!!!! Peace
xoxo CS

Grrrr!!!!!!

I'm extremely all over the place so i will make a list of reasons why
*my boyfriend bailed on coming over today
*my bestie bailed on coming over today
*my ex fwb is coming over and i'm under the impression that he hates me
*I talked to stevie today (ex bf) and we hardly said anything
so yeah you could see why i'm raaaaawr right now (and not the kind that dinosaurs say) later
xoxo CS

Busy Bee (Yep that's me)

Hello!!
Today at school was pretty cool. I learned something pretty strange today about one of my fellow classmates. He happens to have the same last name as me.. Creepy right? It'd be strange if we're related especially since i sorta have a crush on him. In other news my daddy took me to Metrocenter mall. I dont really like going to the mall everyone is pretentious and everything is overpriced ( i prefer ross, thrift stores and target or make my own clothes). Although i went to my favorite store called Forever 21 their stuff is cheap and adorable so i got a blazer from there, i also got a new backpack because my hello kitty bag is torn up on the inside. Excited for saturday since i will see Lizzie (not so excited about seeing her stupid brother) and put my party pants on because my dad is throwing a house warming party that day woohoo!! so in the mean time i clean my room at my moms, then go to my dads, clean my room at my dads, do anything else to stop them from yelling at me, party on THEN sunday i go back to my mommy's and relax from the crazy weekend. Well imma hit the shower then go to sleep expect another post from me soon byee
xoxo CS

Hello people of the world

My name is Jacinda Starr Huff. Yes this is my first blog, i used to have a live journal but it pissed me off so i have this :). I have the raddest family, the freakiest friends and i go to the most amazing school. So I guess it is safe to say life rocks! I love all kinds of things and people i will even go up to a stranger and say that i love them cuz i know it will brighten up their day. Its also safe to say i am a complete and total HIPPIE. I'll talk about my day in another post this is more of me introducing myself so byee
xoxo CS